My skin becomes alive,
pulsing with information,
testures, tempatures, pressures,
Every tendon, ligament, bunch of muscles
is suddenly sensitive, seperate, unqique to my senses,
I can feel like string up to my brain and touch each thousandth nerve,
My brain is becoming a switch board,
like the night light glow of the city on the way back from the later,
each vessel of light a seperate shade, a unique brilliance, a varying pulse,
So beautiful you're eyes usually can't appreciate all the details,
but now, ahh, you're eyes have finally been opened, the tint has been enlightened, finally everything is vivid and novel,
Things have become much simpler,
There is no such thing as reason,
the information comes in pulses, throbs of digits coursing through and into my body,
time is slowing, nearly putty in my hands, quickening and halting to my heart's desire,
I am like superman, able to shoot through the sky, to have super human sight, fight, strength and flight,
I leave for scissors, tattoos, want them all over me, want to cover up my past, blacken it out with pretty little lies in pinks and blues, hearts and furs,
Side step, stide step, Step side, pull, twist, side step, turn around, back back, close, spin 'round, step left, curtsied and pull open the door,
(AHHHHHH the angels sing as the brilliance burns my eyes, widely painful and yet in awe. Pepsi - Im excited, Milk, coffee, yumm. Kelloggs! I had forgotton how splendid the Kelloggs brand cereals were! Krispy Rice - popping little rocks, dense but not nessicarily void, crunchy and soft and yum yum yum. Frosted Flakes - crunchy, very cruchy, crisp, loud crunch CRUNCH. Apple Jacks, I swear the best food ever -Crunchy, coated with a bit of milky sugar, then cinnamon then apple, then crispy stalks of sweet apple chunks. I even mixed all three and it was amazing! Honey Maid Graham crackers were also delicous. Ended up taking onion rings , crunchy, greasy, crisp, cold, onion rings left over from my mother's lunch from Denny's 4 hours prior. It was delicious.
Picked up all the food I wanted for next time and carried them away. Step, step push, Turn, step forward side forward side 90 degree turn, steop turn, stop turn, spin spin, arm twists, sweeping wrists, vines then lotus hand signals, open door, dance around bed and then collapse.
Ranch and Buffalo sauce in four servings dipped in different orders, different rations, and different times, different potancies,
My tongue can only taste certain things,
but as I caress the rood of my mouth with the flavors I feel all my glands explode, like fireworks of information burst into the night sky,
Its violent, its isionary, it is majestic in the way I know every one of them,
as if they were my best friends, loyal and loveable children,
I don't want to forget this, dont want to part from my hi,
I am sad it's come to this.
Can't believe the anxiety pills were off thirty minutes after I've taken them,
feel the anxiety, the dread, sneak in through the cracks in the walls,
Its like the heat of a breath during the winter seeping through a hankercheif,
I need to close my eyes before it is too strong to find sleep. Farewell.
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